also like u know whats really scary? i dont know how to express how real im being when i say that i cant differentiate between real conversations and conversations i have w people that dont exist? i feel like daily in my head im like “oh yeah remember that haha that was funny, wait who was i talking about that with” and i cant remember if it was like, just me talkin to me or me talking to a real person
and beyond that i cant remember the conversations i have with real people either, sometimes ppl will bring something up and im like “wait… did i tell u that” and theyre like “yes. twice” and I like, have NO memory of talking about that
idk sometimes on my walks to work i see the same homeless ppl talking to themselves and i just think about how thats going to be me in like a few years idk
It was her first car ride.
